June! Sweet June!
I thought June would never come.
It almost seems too good to be true, but it is.
Two Weeks and Two days Until I leave!
That's like I went on a short vacation, but I actually didn't.
Monday, June 1, 2009
Saturday, May 30, 2009
LONG OVERDUE
I admire
Jevons and how he is still my friend even though I am such a crappy friend.
Daniel and how we can argue about the stupidest things and how no matter what, I know I am right (haha)
Esther and how she is so smart and resourceful
Chandler and his fun antics
James and his humor
Julie for how no matter what, she stood by me and never gave up and lost her loving heart.
I need a Chai Tea Frappe
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Jevons and how he is still my friend even though I am such a crappy friend.
Daniel and how we can argue about the stupidest things and how no matter what, I know I am right (haha)
Esther and how she is so smart and resourceful
Chandler and his fun antics
James and his humor
Julie for how no matter what, she stood by me and never gave up and lost her loving heart.
I need a Chai Tea Frappe
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Thursday, May 28, 2009
WHEN AN OLD PSYCHO MET AN YOUNG PSYCHO
So Today, I witnessed something extremely stupid involving two stupid people.
This one guy came in an bought a mountain dew and left. He got into his car and right when he got into his purple camero and closed his door, an old lady driving a silver mercedes (a regular customer, oddly enough) started honking at him and giving him the finger to move out of the way so she can park at the pump that he was on.
They tossed some words back and forth in the parking lot (thought I had to call the police)
so the guy came in and bought some cigarettes and asked for a paper towel and went out and started cleaning his windows while the lady kept honking her horn for him to move.
then he came back in and bought a danish and started eating it in the store, watching her from the window.
after about 20 minutes of fighting, she moved and pumped her gas.
She then came in to complain that we didn't make him move and how this generation sucks.
The new generation learns from the old is all I can say.
This one guy came in an bought a mountain dew and left. He got into his car and right when he got into his purple camero and closed his door, an old lady driving a silver mercedes (a regular customer, oddly enough) started honking at him and giving him the finger to move out of the way so she can park at the pump that he was on.
They tossed some words back and forth in the parking lot (thought I had to call the police)
so the guy came in and bought some cigarettes and asked for a paper towel and went out and started cleaning his windows while the lady kept honking her horn for him to move.
then he came back in and bought a danish and started eating it in the store, watching her from the window.
after about 20 minutes of fighting, she moved and pumped her gas.
She then came in to complain that we didn't make him move and how this generation sucks.
The new generation learns from the old is all I can say.
Wednesday, May 27, 2009
HAHAHA
THREE WEEKS!
MY Goodness!
to think, 6 weeks ago (which feels like yesterday), I was singing about 9 weeks, but guess what?
It's 3 weeks!
three short (or hopefully short) weeks!
YAY!
MY Goodness!
to think, 6 weeks ago (which feels like yesterday), I was singing about 9 weeks, but guess what?
It's 3 weeks!
three short (or hopefully short) weeks!
YAY!
Friday, May 22, 2009
( ) Gone on a blind date
(X) Skipped school (in college)
( ) watched someone die
( ) Been to Canada
(X) Been to Mexico (numerous times)
(X) Been to Florida (Disneyworld twice and Pensecola once)
( ) Been to Hawaii
(X) Been on a plane
( ) Been on a helicopter
(X) Been lost
( ) Gone to Washington, DC
(X) Swam in the ocean
(X) Cried yourself to sleep
(X) Played cops and robbers
( ) Recently colored with crayons
(X) Sang Karaoke
(X) Paid for a meal with coins only (1.25 for a burger)
( ) Been to the top of the St. Louis Arch
(X) Done something you told yourself you wouldn't
(X) Made prank phone calls (does calling random people and hanging up count?)
(X) Been down Bourbon Street in New Orleans (I used to live a block away from there)
(X) Laughed until some kind of beverage came out of your nose (pepsi and M&M with Peanuts)
( ) Caught a snowflake on your tongue
( ) Danced in the rain-naked
(X) Written a letter to Santa Claus
( ) Been kissed under the mistletoe
( ) Watched the sunrise with someone
(X) Blown bubbles
(X) Gone ice-skating
(X) Gone to the movies
(X) Been deep sea fishing
(X) Driven across the United States
( ) Been in a hot air balloon (no, and to think I live in Temecula)
( ) Been sky diving
( ) Gone snowmobiling
( ) Lived in more than one country
(X) Lay down outside at night and admired the stars while listening to the crickets
( ) Seen a falling star and made a wish
(X) Enjoyed the beauty of Old Faithful Geyser
( ) Seen the Statue of Liberty
( ) Gone to the top of Seattle Space Needle
( ) Been on a cruise
(X) Traveled by train
( ) Traveled by motorcycle
(X) Been horse back riding (in Mongola!)
( ) Ridden on a San Francisco CABLE CAR
(X) Been to Disneyland
(X) Truly believe in the power of prayer (AMEN!)
( ) Been in a rain forest
( ) Seen whales in the ocean
( ) Been to Niagara Falls
(X) Ridden on an elephant (in Thailand!)
( ) Swam with dolphins
( ) Been to the Olympics
( ) Walked on the Great Wall of China
( ) Saw and heard a glacier calf
( ) Been spinnaker flying
( ) Been water-skiing
(X) Been snow-skiing
( ) Been to Westminster Abbey
( ) Been to the Louvre
( ) Swam in the Mediterranean
( ) Been to a Major League Baseball game
( ) Been to a National Football League game
(X) Played in the snow
(X) Skipped school (in college)
( ) watched someone die
( ) Been to Canada
(X) Been to Mexico (numerous times)
(X) Been to Florida (Disneyworld twice and Pensecola once)
( ) Been to Hawaii
(X) Been on a plane
( ) Been on a helicopter
(X) Been lost
( ) Gone to Washington, DC
(X) Swam in the ocean
(X) Cried yourself to sleep
(X) Played cops and robbers
( ) Recently colored with crayons
(X) Sang Karaoke
(X) Paid for a meal with coins only (1.25 for a burger)
( ) Been to the top of the St. Louis Arch
(X) Done something you told yourself you wouldn't
(X) Made prank phone calls (does calling random people and hanging up count?)
(X) Been down Bourbon Street in New Orleans (I used to live a block away from there)
(X) Laughed until some kind of beverage came out of your nose (pepsi and M&M with Peanuts)
( ) Caught a snowflake on your tongue
( ) Danced in the rain-naked
(X) Written a letter to Santa Claus
( ) Been kissed under the mistletoe
( ) Watched the sunrise with someone
(X) Blown bubbles
(X) Gone ice-skating
(X) Gone to the movies
(X) Been deep sea fishing
(X) Driven across the United States
( ) Been in a hot air balloon (no, and to think I live in Temecula)
( ) Been sky diving
( ) Gone snowmobiling
( ) Lived in more than one country
(X) Lay down outside at night and admired the stars while listening to the crickets
( ) Seen a falling star and made a wish
(X) Enjoyed the beauty of Old Faithful Geyser
( ) Seen the Statue of Liberty
( ) Gone to the top of Seattle Space Needle
( ) Been on a cruise
(X) Traveled by train
( ) Traveled by motorcycle
(X) Been horse back riding (in Mongola!)
( ) Ridden on a San Francisco CABLE CAR
(X) Been to Disneyland
(X) Truly believe in the power of prayer (AMEN!)
( ) Been in a rain forest
( ) Seen whales in the ocean
( ) Been to Niagara Falls
(X) Ridden on an elephant (in Thailand!)
( ) Swam with dolphins
( ) Been to the Olympics
( ) Walked on the Great Wall of China
( ) Saw and heard a glacier calf
( ) Been spinnaker flying
( ) Been water-skiing
(X) Been snow-skiing
( ) Been to Westminster Abbey
( ) Been to the Louvre
( ) Swam in the Mediterranean
( ) Been to a Major League Baseball game
( ) Been to a National Football League game
(X) Played in the snow
Wednesday, May 20, 2009
Monday, May 11, 2009
KARMA
I may have written a post like this before, but here it goes.
I realize that I am one of those people (or people who are aware that) God punishes.
That's right PUNISHES! DISCIPLINES! HUMBLES!
out of love of course.
I can NEVER get away with anything.
I always see people who do whatever they want such as climbing over fences for shortcuts, sharing homework, and taking too much food from a church buffet. They show no remorse and just go one and get away with it!
But can I do it?
NO!
If I ever do anything dishonest or excessive, I get punished for it, right away!
EXAMPLES:
1. In 10th grade, went to Magic Mountain with youth group (when I was president) and told them "don't lose your parners or you're screwed!" AND I LOST MY PARTNER! more like she followed some guy that she thought was me halfway to the other side of the park! (4 hours of looking and searching (she had no phone)) ruined my entire day.
2. Freshman year, was mean to a guy, and later "used him" for a ride to the mall for banquet shopping. Thought all was well and went to go eat out afterwards, but at the restaurant, placed my order and they forgot it. Got my food 5 minutes before everyone finished and asked for the check. Lonely dining without food. Put it in a box, which I stupidly left at the restaurant.
3. Two weeks ago, realized that a customer left a dollar accidently. Could have gone after her, but didn't. Had the worst two weeks ever! Today, saw her and gave it back to her. Feeling of peace.
SOME THINGS I DON'T DO ANYMORE
1. Buy expensive clothes (they always get ruined one way or another, no matter what!) The colors malfunction (even after handwashing), jeans get ripped, shoes get ripped.
2. Look at bad stuff on the internet (I got punished badly when I did this) I still remember the last date I did this was May 9, 2004. I realized that even doing this in secret was hurting my family and not setting a good example for my brother.
3. Take what's not mine. I hate it when people take my stuff but if I take other people's stuff, I get punished.
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On another note, I realized that all this time, I have been complaining about my circumstances and how I can't afford the things I use to and how I can't graduate this year, but I realize that there are people who have a lot less than I do. Looking at many of the people here, A lot less.
EXAMPLES:
1. Not everyone can go to college. Most people don't have the fiancial means. For most people I've seen around here, life is just a fight for survival. With 5 brothers and sisters at home, for many, going to college is not an option.
2. Money to save. It's one thing to have money to pay the rent and for food, but it's an entire different story to have money to save. For people here, losing $5.00 is a huge deal, considering that the minimum wage isn't even $7.00.
3. Having a job. I use to be SO angry that I had to give up a white collar job at an office with my own desk and computer. I realize now, that I took that for granted. There are so many people who would kill for what I had. Here, getting promoted to manager at a fast food restaurant is a huge deal. I see parents proudly bragging that their middle aged children are managing Dairy Queens and Arby's. There are people around here who can't even find work at the market. Having a job alone is something to be very proud of, no matter what it is.
4. Decent Clothing. Here, many people wear their t-shirts inside out. Reason is, because they can't afford to do laundry. I see people wearing the same shirt with holes in it every day.
5. A loving family. So many people here have parents who had them and didn't love them. I can see it in their eyes and how they treat their children. They will buy their cigarettes and if their 5 year old kid asks for some candy, they say "No, I am getting MY stuff, you get your own"
I realize that I am one of those people (or people who are aware that) God punishes.
That's right PUNISHES! DISCIPLINES! HUMBLES!
out of love of course.
I can NEVER get away with anything.
I always see people who do whatever they want such as climbing over fences for shortcuts, sharing homework, and taking too much food from a church buffet. They show no remorse and just go one and get away with it!
But can I do it?
NO!
If I ever do anything dishonest or excessive, I get punished for it, right away!
EXAMPLES:
1. In 10th grade, went to Magic Mountain with youth group (when I was president) and told them "don't lose your parners or you're screwed!" AND I LOST MY PARTNER! more like she followed some guy that she thought was me halfway to the other side of the park! (4 hours of looking and searching (she had no phone)) ruined my entire day.
2. Freshman year, was mean to a guy, and later "used him" for a ride to the mall for banquet shopping. Thought all was well and went to go eat out afterwards, but at the restaurant, placed my order and they forgot it. Got my food 5 minutes before everyone finished and asked for the check. Lonely dining without food. Put it in a box, which I stupidly left at the restaurant.
3. Two weeks ago, realized that a customer left a dollar accidently. Could have gone after her, but didn't. Had the worst two weeks ever! Today, saw her and gave it back to her. Feeling of peace.
SOME THINGS I DON'T DO ANYMORE
1. Buy expensive clothes (they always get ruined one way or another, no matter what!) The colors malfunction (even after handwashing), jeans get ripped, shoes get ripped.
2. Look at bad stuff on the internet (I got punished badly when I did this) I still remember the last date I did this was May 9, 2004. I realized that even doing this in secret was hurting my family and not setting a good example for my brother.
3. Take what's not mine. I hate it when people take my stuff but if I take other people's stuff, I get punished.
------------
On another note, I realized that all this time, I have been complaining about my circumstances and how I can't afford the things I use to and how I can't graduate this year, but I realize that there are people who have a lot less than I do. Looking at many of the people here, A lot less.
EXAMPLES:
1. Not everyone can go to college. Most people don't have the fiancial means. For most people I've seen around here, life is just a fight for survival. With 5 brothers and sisters at home, for many, going to college is not an option.
2. Money to save. It's one thing to have money to pay the rent and for food, but it's an entire different story to have money to save. For people here, losing $5.00 is a huge deal, considering that the minimum wage isn't even $7.00.
3. Having a job. I use to be SO angry that I had to give up a white collar job at an office with my own desk and computer. I realize now, that I took that for granted. There are so many people who would kill for what I had. Here, getting promoted to manager at a fast food restaurant is a huge deal. I see parents proudly bragging that their middle aged children are managing Dairy Queens and Arby's. There are people around here who can't even find work at the market. Having a job alone is something to be very proud of, no matter what it is.
4. Decent Clothing. Here, many people wear their t-shirts inside out. Reason is, because they can't afford to do laundry. I see people wearing the same shirt with holes in it every day.
5. A loving family. So many people here have parents who had them and didn't love them. I can see it in their eyes and how they treat their children. They will buy their cigarettes and if their 5 year old kid asks for some candy, they say "No, I am getting MY stuff, you get your own"
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